Perpetual Complex

1. To act as if you are the ideal one
2. Not showing your weakness
3. Having perfect confidence
4. Being liked and to be liked

All seems impossible..

Even though there are some hard egos out there who will deny such and say these are easy but a person doesn't have the balls to do so unless your too proud of yourself. If you know what I mean...

• Seeing your crush passing by seems like your seven oceans apart.
• In times that an unrequited admiration meets eye to eye
• Whenever a cat caught your tongue or you see an imaginary bee flying in front of you just to avoid eye contact when talking with your crush
• The momentarily hang time when having a moment alone with your crush

Sad or pathetic as it may sound but we cant deny, can we?

Whenever these moment of truth lands on top of our palms. We do not know what we should or what we can do because everything seems so limited. Is the reason being one is that you dont know what may happen next? or is this really what you want for yourself?

It's more like a deal or no deal occasion, if its either you'll win the grand price or you'll win a great hell of pain.

Yes, because of these hardship with pain and agony in your arsenal rather than having confidence. We will tend to look so silly infront of our crushes and end up as stand up comedians rather than an ideal person to be.

And alas, "good shot opportunity" is wasted.

Who knows if there may be another chance?