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well... it seems like u enjoyed my 2nd post... heres my 3rd... its bout my 2nd gf...

it started like this... remember in my 2nd post na di ako tinanggap sa school ng 1st gf ko... so i had to settle with one na kilala ng dad ko ang may ari ng school... naging honors class ako dun coz the school really isnt that challenging academically... and if u remember in my 1st post i said na im a natural flirt... so natural na naghanap ako ng crush doon... pero hanggang dun lang... may gf pa ako nun eh... di nagtagal kumalat kung cno ang gs2 ko... she was a cute chinita who is exceptionally smart...

naging groupmates kmi ng girl... it meant nothing 2 me pero ayos dba? i wil hav a chance 2 know her beter... social studies yung subject (yuck) but i tried my best to contribute... then she asked me if i could call her at home kc she will tell me daw wat i would need to bring 4 our presentation... so i did... dad pa niya ang nakasagot(yikes)... then nakausap ko xa... she also had a cute voice gaya ng gf ko at that time... she just told me to bring manila paper... so i said ok... just wen i was ready to put down the phone she asked me if yun lang ba ang tinawag ko sa kanya... para di mahalata that i like her i said yes... and i asked her what else would i call her for... she said wala lang daw... gs2 lang daw niyang mkipag usap... yahoo 4 me... pero kalma lang kc may gf pa ako... wa...

as time went by naging close kami... but di niya pa rin kilala kung cno ang crush ko sa class... it turned out to be such an issue pala.... everyone knew except her... so naging praning ako... i really didnt want her 2 know kc baka masira frndshp nmin... then one afternoon i saw her talking 2 her bestfriend... pag lapit ko bigla silang umalis... so i suspected something na... so pumunta ako apartment ng friend ko at naglabas ako ng sama ng loob... i smoked about 3 packs that afternoon... then di ko na nakaya... i called her up as soon as i got home... she noticed daw na medyo mainit ulo ko kanina so i told her na as if di nya alam ang reason... di pala tlaga nya alam... i told her it was about my crush... nagalit xa coz she knew na may gf na ako... sbi nya sabihin ko daw kng cno yung crush ko para pagsasabihan nya raw na tigilan na ako... i told her that it wud be quite imposible... she admitted na may gs2 din xa sa class and we would play a game 2 know each others crush... i would say a name and she would say if xa nga or hindi... pumayag ako since there were only 18 boys and 22 girls in our class... so natural na mauuna niyang masabi yung crush niya... then halfway sa game sumulpot dad niya... nagalit coz lagi nalang sw xang nagtetelebabad... so we had 2 hang up... di ko na natiis so i texted her d truth... she texted me 2 call agen so i did... i asked her if she was happy na ba... she asked ano yun? i said d truth... then i asked her kung cno sa knya... she said ako din daw... i was like waaat? u 4 real? it seemed like a perfect matchup... but whooops... may gf ako at may bf din xa... wa... palpak na naman... so we just continued bein friends...

then came the worst day of my life for me... pro diba every dark cloud has a silver lining... xa ung silver lining... wen she found out na la na kmi ng gf ko she broke up wid her bf... sama noh? but very sweet... para daw di ako maging lonely as a single person... everythin went fine excpt for one day... bigla xang naging indifferent sa akin... nabogla ako of corz... then she said the infamous 4 words... we have to talk... niligawan pala xa ng long time crush niya... at sinagot nya kaagad... i was shattered... ulit... and to think silver lining daw xa... sa sobrang pikon ko hinanap ko yung guy at naikipag sports sa kanya ( 1on1 na suntokan tpos parang walang nangyari)... boy it felt good... after that i never made contact wid her... mahirap kc classm8 ko xa pero i did what i had 2 do...

after a month lumapit mga barkada niya... she was having troubled wid her bf pala... it seems uneasy xa wid d guy... so i asked them kung anoa ng mggwa ko... they asked me if i was still willing to take her bak... i immediately said of corz... di nagtagal she called me if pwede ko ba raw xang samahan sa school... break na pala sila... i felt used pero ok lang... ganyan tlaga magmahal diba? so everythin went fine... more than fine actualy... i didnt expect 2 recover this fast even tho i could still remember d fuckin perfume of my ex...

then... graduation came... we had to part... pinilit ako ng parents ko 2 move to a beter school... at yun yung school ng ex ko... she said ok lang daw kc love can conquer distance daw... and i guess it was true... so my dismissal is 30mins earlier than her so pwede pa kaming magkita... it was very convenient kc may driver at car... but it would only last 30mins lang din coz she had 2 be home early... strict ang parents eh (chinese pipol tlga)...

it was ayt while it lasted... but my parents were still mad at me 4 leaving d school 4 scholars... so they blamed it all on my girl... kawawa xa... my mom abuses her kapag xa ang nkksagot wen she calls... so... i had no choice... her grades were also declining so i decided to stop it muna... my phone was also confiscated at that time... we were graduating that year so konteng tiis lang... after we graduate mgsasama na kmi sa mnila... but i was wrong agen...

you see... we promised each other na whatever happens kmi parin dapat ang magkakatuluyan... 2 bad she didnt keep her promise... i kept mine... well at least i was single wen we graduated... but not her... the grandson of the owner of her school courted her... altho a year younger yung guy sinagot pa rin nya... i found out wen binalik na yung phone ko... i ws so excited to text her... she was surprised of corz but she seemed not so enthusiastic... then inamin na nya... wa... ouch tlga...

then she came around... i did everythin i could to get her bak... at first she allowed me to text her but only as a friend... but i had other plans... in no time naagaw ko xa... timing din... we were both gona study in manila... woohoo... or so i thot...

pagdating sa manila she was bein so demanding... gs2 nya evryday ko xang ksma... eh biruin mo 1hr ang layo ng schools nmin... but i did my best... di nagtagal di ko na nakayanan ang attitude nya... she was too demanding and selosa... i broke up wid her shortly after our 2nd aniv... i felt so ashamed of myself... i felt so weak... but a lot of pipol suported me and i gez it was d ryt thing 2 do... i never heard from her 4 almost a year now... hope shes doin fine tho... coz i surely aint...