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this will be my 2nd post about karla...
well... we did meet at the play... even though late ako the night turned out fine... after that naging good friends kami... we attended another play together and i invited her to a dinner party in my house... it was the birthday of my older brother and baby sister... she told me that she wasnt sure but she would try... then she invited me to her birthday... i told her that i would come to her birthday if she would come to the dinner party... she agreed...
her birthday came first... even though i knew that i didnt know anyone at the party i still came... i didnt want to disappoint her and it was her birthday after all... so pinakapal ko face ko... when i arrived i didnt see anyone whom i knew... she was talking to her friend on the couch so tinabihan ko siya... i think nabigla siya nung nakita niya ako... she offered me some food pero i wasnt comfortable eating with so many people whom i didnt know... so nag coke nalang ako... after a while they started singing on the karaoke... damn ang ganda ng voice niya... yung tipong perfect for love songs... and love songs she did sing... then some guy hugged her from behind while she was singing... shit... nakakasira ng view... boyfriend niya pala... i didnt expect the guy to be her boyfriend cause they werent that sweet at all at first... i was surprised when i felt something weird... parang di ako mapakali... i was fucking jealous pala... i cant believe i already fell for her... dun ko lang na realize... so i found a way to divert my attention... buti nalang may pool table... so i asked another guy if he wanted to play... so we did... a group of her friends watched us play... i think the game was good cause they were enjoying watching us play... one gay guy even told me that i should cool down cause my shots were too strong... dun ko na kasi binuhos selos ko... then lumapit siya to watch... then the game ended... i dont know what happened but i turned out that me and her boyfriend were playing... of course i couldnt afford to lose so i won the game... binuhos ko lahat ng galing ko sa game... soon after the game i left...
one day sa school we met due to a group project... medyo kinulit ko siya doon at nagalit siya... sensitive pala siya masyado... so medyo di kami nag pansinan for a while... i said sorry to her many times pero it took a while bago kami naging ok kami ulit...
she wasnt able to go to the dinner party... di daw siya pinayagan ng mom niya... pero nagdududa ako na galit pa siya sa akin... she said na hindi naman daw... pero di na niya ako pinapansin sa school... di na rin niya sinasagot calls ko... di na rin siya nag rereply sa mga text ko... so i was disturbed... i wasnt able to sleep for days and i smoked excessively to keep myself alert... nawalan din ako ng ganang kumain... ewan ko ba kung bakit siya naging ganun...